My journey in Self awareness

My conscious spiritual journey, or actually the search for and reconnection with the source, started more than 10 years ago (2011). Sunk in melancholy, not knowing what life wanted from me, lost and completely numb. After a life full of loss and setbacks it was time to dive into the depths. I slowly said goodbye to everything that held me back, no longer suited me, and that no longer served me. Old thought and behavioral patterns, addiction and lost passions, goodbye. From now on the self-destruction is over. From now on I welcome reality as it is and I undergo the disillusionment with all its side effects. I went from vegetarian to flex-vegan and regularly included a period of fasting. Three years on the road and many revelations later, through: daily meditation, nature walks and a lifestyle dedicated to yoga, I experienced something wonderful after a period of fasting - a total connection with all that is. Fulfilled in light and love, fully present and content in the moment. Everything came in clear and direct, with complete overview and clarity of mind. This 'moment' lasted a few weeks, in which I consumed nothing besides love, light and air. The all-fulfilling energy, originating from the world behind this world, brought me an experience of serenity and sovereignty. Once I thought I knew who I was, when this image of myself turned out not to be completely true I started searching from the discomfort. And so I came to fruition. Here I am. I am I, I am You, aware of my essence, constantly creating, constantly becoming.