To practice

Apart from all the theoretical material, which provides much insight into the existence and origin of man and his cosmological household, a great deal has of course been practiced here in recent years. This includes: abstinence, detachment, purification of body and mind and practicing the virtues. A withdrawn and sober life, in silence (rest) and seclusion. A life of dedication and discipline, born of dire necessity and the will to transform myself. It had to happen. A change in consciousness that demanded all my energy and attention. I learned theoretically about my existence as a microcosm in relation to the macrocosm and at the same time turned my senses inward in order to be allowed to observe in silence.

I followed my breath and registered my heartbeat. I experienced the impulses, which I watched with a soft smile and left unanswered. My system came to rest and had to surrender (surrender) to the spirit. This maintained the overview in calmness. Unaffected I resided in the figure that only knows serenity. And so I shook off all heaviness; The melancholy, the deep desolation because I had simply lost connection with my true being – My complete Being; the essence of my existence, which I was allowed to find again in nature.

The sublimation of the soul.

Reunited with the source from which everything flows forth into eternity. Emanations of the Almighty are not foreign to me. Thus I know all the gods, angels, demons, archetypes, kingdoms, spheres, moods, with their various sounds, scents and colours. They are at my service and work for me. They have always worked for me, but when this still happens unconsciously we become like a plaything of energies over which we have no grip. Once made conscious we can steadily take the reins in our hands and learn through proper control to allow the desired energies where others, under the guise of balance and harmony, may be channelled and transmuted.